Meethi

Sometimes you make a friendship just over a smile, a small talk, over a journey and sometimes it takes years and years and yet we are not sure once we depart whether we will remember each other. And we humans are so wired for relationships that we cannot live without them. We humans are classified as social animals we live in a society.

Though we don't value our society and community but truth is we cannot stay without them. So as I always tell you that on saturdays or sundays we have some or other activity so this saturday it was Married couple fellowship and I was again called for baby sitting and this time I was more for technical support as this time we were showing movies to kids on projector but unfortunately the speakers were not working so Neelima di had to narrate the story.

As we must have heard this saying that all great things comes in a small package. I met a new kid 4 years small girl and if you are wondering what does my title mean “yes” its her name Meethi which means sweet. And yes this small girl is very sweet. Any person that met her will tell you the same thing she is so cute and lovely and she have a wonderful quality to make friend with you. Some people have that midas touch that when you meet them they leave you a changed person, and she is such a sweet girl.

I will never forget how quietly she started and playing with me and her brother Jojo also became my friend. And for those few hours I forgot who I was and I became a small kid which I rarely can do. And I played Ring-ringa roses and hide and seek and chicken walk(which was punishment in our school) and many other games.Sometimes best things to do is to become a kid and play with them. I was thinking of their innocence, enthusiasm and unbiased love. Meethi is a very sweet girl and as one of my other friend would say “I am her fan”. They both(Meethi and Jojo) are new kids and sad that I couldn't meet their parents because I am sure they too are lovely people who have brought both of them in such a lovely way.

I could just see world differently from the eyes of Meethi and on sunday Jojo asked me to come with him and showed me some fishes in our club which I would never bother to see. And thats beauty kids are beyond limitations and their enthusiasm is new and they never get bored as we adults get. I mean they have something or other creative way to spend time and energy and we must learn same from them. And I can really says kids are really blessing from God.

On the flip side I live in a very unsafe place where people are doing horrible things against small kids. Rape against minor have taken every headlines of every newspaper I just want to pray for the protection of the innocence and love of this beautiful kids. I pray that no one will violate their trust and enthusiasm. That no one will take benefit of their innocence but rather learn to love and spread the fragrance of love as they do. That we men will think love without lust and we will respect every women as our mother, sister and daughters. I pray God that You my King will stop all this and let Your kingdom come.

Human longing for peace and justice can be satisfied in His kingdom alone.

Thankful Thursday

Dearest Daddy,

I love You God for all things You have done for me and provided undeserving things for me. Specially something I looked from past two and half years employee of the month and also most importantly best team so I agree nothing is impossible for You. You have really blessed the work of our hands and I really thank You for my boss who have been my support and best alliance here. Who have shaped me and helped me to be comfortable here, taught me many things.Thanks for my team who always there to support me and guide me.

But I still stand in crossroads but I trust You, and have full faith that You are always concerned and working from backend. I just want to take this opportunity to spend time in Your feet not just because You have blessed me but also because I want to learn this art of spending time in Your feet for awesome wonder.

I I want to thank You for this job and work. But at the same time I want to pray that I will do my best always not only because I want to get good awards but to glorify You Jesus. I believe every good gift comes from You and I am thankful for it.

I am thankful for Your providence that I purchased a new inverter for home and which I should use wisely and give thanks only to You. I am thankful for the Card with which I make payment but I know ultimately its You who provide for it.

I am thankful for all my friends who have encouraged me and prayed for me even in hard times and stood beside me accepting my failures and not condemning me but loving me and helping to stand again and encouraging to try again.

I am thankful for Anil have started blogging. I will have company in blogosphere and soon Aveek is planning to join the group but God You know how I have tried to escape from it in the name for studying and I am not studying.

I want to pray for my behavior and my struggle for lust of the eyes, lust of the flesh and pride of possession. I want to be holy as You are Holy and I want to be cleansed and purified in the blood of Christ. I want to take the cross and follow You. I want to make this my daily prayer that I will seek Your face alone and nothing shall hinder me from spending time at your feet.

Thankful Son,

Shushant

Hope and forgiveness...

Psalm 130

A song of ascents.

1 Out of the depths I cry to you, Lord;

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2 Lord, hear my voice.

Let your ears be attentive

to my cry for mercy.

3If you, Lord, kept a record of sins,

Lord, who could stand?

4 But with you there is forgiveness,

so that we can, with reverence, serve you.

5 I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits,

and in his word I put my hope.

6I wait for the Lord

more than watchmen wait for the morning,

more than watchmen wait for the morning.

7 Israel, put your hope in the Lord,

for with the Lord is unfailing love

and with him is full redemption.

8 He himself will redeem Israel

from all their sins.

Except Your Words and You I have no hope oh! Lord. What a beautiful Psalm it is and I would say it just describes what my prayer is right now and what I go through most of the times when I fail and I just want to wait for the Lord and His answer. I got this from a fellow blogger who posted about waiting and mentioned this Psalm you can read it here.

I was amazed that how I am not the first who is crying like this and have faith in God who will redeem him. Amazingly the psalmist knows that God forgives in verse 4. He knows that God don't keep record of our sins but if he does who will stand before Him. And the psalmist further says I have no hope in anything else but Lord’s Word. And he is waiting, desperately waiting like a night watchmen for morning. Picture is clear that we are waiting to see that marvellous light we are becoming weary of this darkness around and darkness inside.

Then Psalmist reminds Israel and everyone about God’s unfailing love, We might have failed Him repeatedly but God’s love is unfailing, He simply declares to Jeremiah “ I have loved you with an everlasting love;I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.” (Jeremiah 31:3) And in New Testament John reminds us that God is love and His very nature is to love. Therefore His love gives us that confidence to stand firm, to look towards Him, to love Him, to hear Him and to obey Him. And the Psalmist says that He himself will redeem us and as its written He did it on the cross, He became a man dwelt among us and took our sins and died on the Cross made the payment for all the sins once for all and rose from death and redeemed us and now we are His twice and now we look and hope for His second coming when He will take us with Himself to the place which He prepared for us. I see a greater meaning in all the lines of Psalmist I just couldn't resist myself sharing this with You.

That we have received Forgiveness, unfailing love, redemption, new life and everlasting hope in Christ alone and may we never fail to glorify Him and share this good news with others.

Taking a break...

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    Though when I began my blog I thought I have thousands of ideas to tell you folks but soon after a month I feel exhausted and some time I find myself devoting too much just to blog but if I want to remain in blogosphere I must by choice give time to it. But I want to be honest with you people and right now I think I am in a phase where writing( the thing I love a lot) have become a serious business for me and I am not able to give proper time to it which is really very frustrating for me. I am not able to give time because of many reason but mainly because I want to study for my exams which are in the month of June. But there after as well I have to be well planned and disciplined to write meaningful and engage with lots of new bloggers friends.

    So I am praying that God will help me to manage and engage in blog later on, right now my primary priority is Quiet time with God and my studies and there are other responsibilities which we will have for lifetime. Not that I really don't have time or something, truth is I am not able to manage all things at a time. I have to slow down because I am not competing anyone and I know you guys will be faithful and can have patience if I post rarely or even after a month. I know many bloggers they blog once in a month but I love to write so I suppose once I am back I will try to keep up the race and blog in a flow but till then pray for me that I will prepare well and come up with lot of energy and enthusiasm and try to tell you better stories and things going in my life and God leads me to tell you and also my letters to God and other things that I have in my small mind.

    Till then I am sorry i will keep you waiting....